Saturday, February 18, 2006

Living Vicariously

Maybe it's just the cards that are dealt me, but it seems like I'm always living through someone. Someone else's drama, their relationship, their stress, their whatever, it doesn't seem like it happens to me. It doesn't seem like there are even any blips on the radar for new and exciting things, so i continue to live vicariously through the lives of my friends.

I want something exciting to happen in my life.

I want to take spontaneous trips to places like England, New Zealand, India, South Africa.
I want to meet new people.
I want to take some risks like getting a tatoo or skydiving or dying my hair blue.
I want to fall in love.
I want to not have to worry about a budget or managing my money correctly or paying off debt.
I want a hand to hold.
I want to test my limits, go a little crazy.

Is that allowed?


Jess said...

I held your hand last night. And I DEFINITELY think you should dye your hair blue.

Codeman said...

i hope you're talking about bob and butch and steve and jill and everyone else here.

but you don't want anything to do with that.

you want real life.

Jess said...

And yes, going a little crazy is allowed.