unmotivated me

Well. It's been quite a week. It's been busy at work and crazy with things with my family. I wish that I could just be home right now, but knowing that I'll be home in 6 days is a wonderful feeling. You see, my aunt and uncles house burned down this week. Thankfully, no one was hurt, and it was just stuff, but I'm still mourning for them and for the loss of it. Another horrible, awful very bad thing happened this past week as well. My sister's friend died in a car accident. She was 16. I know that she is in heaven, but I mourn for the loss of what could have been. I miss my family and the familiar and have just wanted a hug from someone who means something to me (a hug from anyone would do though too, at this point, i'm not picky). I want someone to pray out loud with me and to encourage me. I want to be able to just drive home and go to the funeral of my sister's friend and just be there instead of sitting in my office writing a blog about it.

Now i know that things are bound to get better and I know that my family and kyra's family are being covered in prayers for them, and that gives me comfort.

I just want a hug.